I speak

Woke up just now with a call from home.
Dad said its 11:44am what about breakfast,
now how shlould i tell him i never take bfast
it is not something worth spoiling my sleep.
Only two days i can eat what they give in
mess,that also dont know on which days....
so why to take risk its better to sleep.I always
says sleeping or doing something/reading/studying
is never a timewaste.I remember in childhood
mom use to teach,one should take bath ideally
before sunrise.Or atleast should be awake before
time when sun is right on the head say 8-9 am.
But i am sleeping in night at about 4 for last 20 days
so no chance to getup before 8.Irony is that first
thing i do is always to switch on my comp,i haven't
brushed my teeth yet....:( now on orkut i should
include that i cant live withut my comp also..:D
I waste my all time on this dumb gadget made by
few intelligent humanoids.Last night i was reading
tragic story of "Rizwaan Butt" he was engaged
last month in second week of april but expired
on 1st May in a car accident.He was still replying
for the congratulation notes of his friends.Read all
what i possibly can get on orkut.He was very lively
person according to his friends and the scraps they
had written before and after his death.He was with
his fiancee for last five years,I really cant imagine
what mental states she might be going through.
I really dont know what to say,in such situations
people use to pray to god for you but dont have clue
for that also what should i ask for you from god.
Hope god will give you enough strength to bear
the loss.People start writing in his scrapbook just
after 20 minutes of his death.And then were normal
in their daily routine and enjoyment after few days.
Some said very aptly that people has very short
term memory.
Well this is all about life,It just goes on.
I was cursing my friend for the whole day as he just
became extinct after taking my book.:((((
I really hate two words Please and Sorry.People
always use these for their own means.With one they
expect me to do anything for them with other they
can do anything with me..:(((
Its time now to brush my tooth
bye seshu.blogspirit.com

Once again proff called us to meet in afternoon.
Its too hot here temprature is about 44
relative humidity 21 and the most important
wind 9 miles per hr.Only we know how we are
surviving.So for prefered to go to library to study
something before meeting him.Finished my
exercise which was due for last one week.
Met the Proff he gave us a mannual to read,
so got the task then we will decide ki whether we
can do it or not.Wasnt having enough guts to go
back to room in that heat so went back to lib and
studied till 6.Atleast did something today..:D
so relaxing till now :P

Sat Shri Akaal !!!
Just completed this movie....Yesterday it was withdrawn
from all the theaters in few Nothern states after few
bomb blast in the two movie house in delhi.Sikh gurudwara
committee is porotesting against the movie for few scenes,
as it is written in the newspaper "because of scenes showing
a Sikh character being chased by scantily clad women" from
this comment it seems that they are overreacting but a sikh
is shown really dumb in the movie and it is shown that he
represents the whole community.Which might be tough for a
sikh to enjoy in a healthy manner.But actually this is the quality
and strength of my sikh friends.I salute you for your bravery,
tolerence,patriotism and for the most what you people(your
gurus and kings) has done for the country.Such kinds of jokes
and movies are made on each community but yes i agree for
sikhs it is more.Still you know man...chill india loves u and is
very proud of punjabi's and punjab. did i forget to mention
punjabi gals also :P.Dont know why i dont feel any kind of
attraction for punjabi gals..:(((((( they are really hottttttttttt
Ok enough.....Finally we got some practicalwork to do.Some
testing for the amount of laser scattered back.Tomorrow have
to check a laser source.Actually our guide consulted another
proff. and he has faith in us that we knows enough electronics
to check the source(dont know if he is expecting too much :D)
that we will check tomorrow..right now a bit busy counselling a
friend.

bye

GOOD NEWS !!! GOOD NEWS !!! GOOD NEWS !!!
i started learning C language and one night out
already for it...how much sincere i am....just have
to see how long this seriousness lasts...one week or
two.Actually I always like to try something new and
i always have so many ideas i guess this is the reason
that i get bored of everything in just few days.Its my
nature so cant help.nice logic to justify myself :D
My mom uses just a one word for me "SLOTH"
nobody understand me...:((((
Again started reading newspaper atleast subscribed
for TOI.
Yesterday wasted whole night in chatting with school pals
so undoubtedly today also missed my breakfast...
woke up at 2:00 with a missed call of a friend..
may be she is reminding me to wish her day after
tomorrow for her birthday.Avtually i promissed her
that this time i will surely wish her as i didnt wished
her last two times..considering the fact each time she
told me the date few days in advance in some manner
but i am so dumb that i forgot.And when i remember,
thinking it was too late i didnt wished her.To be very
honest this time again i forget the date actually i never
tried to remember the B'date of anybody so cant say that
i forget.But as i promissed her for this time so i asked my
mom if she knows the date, tragedy again she directly
asked her that i am asking for date.It was very
embarrassing to face her, i was speechless just listening
her.Hey police lodge my complaint she threaten me i need
security.Why the heck dates matters too much for
gals(HUM-TUM ):P
Now a dialogue from Malena
"In my life i met so many gals everyone asks will i remember
her birthday and i always says yes,but the one which i never
forget is of the one who never asked" claps claps..:)
One fact: i have punjabi audios more than 92hrs and 5 minutes
on my pc and some 3-4 hrs videos also ..ahem..ahem
Probably will meet my proff tomorrow as today got few pages
to read.
Ok enough ..publish now

Nothing much to write today so check this PJ


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A TOMATO....... AND THE TRING TRING TRING WAS TO CONFUSE YOU......




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The DOOR BELL and the RED was to CONFUSE you......




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A CAKE .... and both were to confuse you....




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A FIRE BRIGADE OBVIOUSLY...........
AND U THOT I WS TRYING TO CONFUSE YOU................


Does anyone like it :D
C : Miss P
btw the replies i got from my friends ...

What is RED and small and is called a DING-a_LINg-a_ling?

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Answer: People who make such posts.

:(((

Is it too much difficult to have self control??
Do i only complain about the things??
is my attitude becoming negitive towards life??
Do i talk about myself a lot..or always??
Do i only write crap in my blog....
well yes for me selfcontrol is bit difficult...
atleast for doing things which shouldn't be done...
Actually selfcontrol concept applies only to the
things which are not allowed or only to some
extent :P
A friend wrote me a testimonial "who think
abt everything ideally but never in a ideal
situation" another wrote "tries to do everything
the RIGHT way " so obviously i complain about
all the things...
attitude towards life..well yes i am bit low now
but believe my time also will come and today is
not mine because i am not doing anything..and
one cannot get success with out hardwork well
this term itself is subjective.
It is very clear by now that yes i always talk
about myself.
And i am very sure that 90% people who ever
looked at my blog tag it as a crap..see how
negitive i think..or may be positive because
10% is good number as today everybody
criticize about other.I am writing only for
myself or my future family so that after
10 years i cn laugh after reading this...who
knows i will be a great man tomorrow so i
need it for my autobiography or biography.
today i met my professor and had shown him
our(see how ideal i am not writing my ;-] ) work
whatever page we were showing he was taking
printout of them without any hesitation..our
department has lot of funding :P. He was happy
this time with our work and enthusiasm so he offered
us a trip to dehradoon Defense Lab with him we both
agreed instantly.But really has doubt about him..so
we will not be sure untill we reach there.there were so
many papers and books in his room as he is always
busy in meetings..so when he read them.....
then today i started carieer launcher material also..
Oh man!!! my reading skills are so poor it was
mentioned to complete all five exercises with in 30
minutes and i managed to do only 3 in that time.
Then some chat with friends..i am planning to purchase
a digital camera thought it would be better if my friend
purchase for me from europe but it might be problem
for him to bring two camera due to custom strictness
so plan dropped temporarily..Will read debate of historians
now before sleeping may be some C programming also.
Right now listening a punjabi song "edaan badle sajan
raaton raat jidan kissi de sikhae hoe hain"
;)

Today i met my professor and he again gave us
same old work to look for papers..which we had
already done so he asked us to come with all
material tomorrow.But how rude was he..he totaly
ignored us first on seeing..but when we talked he
said so "you are back from home"..what the hell
we were daily going to his office in this hot summer
and he daily says i am busy come tomorrow and
now saying u r back.I seriously have a doubt that
might dont have faith in us now after seeing our
grades in EE-340,the one he taught last sem.
Today i got a book "DEBATE WITH HISTORIANS"
by PIETER GEYL from library....read some pages
about RANKE famous historian.well i also do not
know much about history saw this book title and
few chapters like one on american civil war and
Napoleon Worship.
Then a long walk with doga darling after dinner
Probably will upload my pics in album now.
bbye

Knock Knock......Knock Knock......
Weak up suresh!!!!!
What yaar u still sleeping its 10:30 am..
we have to meet sir,comeon get ready
soon and come to my room
Ok nitigya
What the F#$% he is still busy..i was enjoying
my world of dreams....:(((
Was watching cheap comedy movie...."Kya Cool Hai Hum"
till 3:30....what ever i shaved today and had bath
applied some oil also to my hairs...which is something rare...
so looking smart..:-)..no photo please :P
Its too hot here tap water was like boiling......
friend anant requested to submit his form in
Dean office so i had to go in hot afternoon
hot wind was like burning slaps on face...
what was worse they refused to accept the
form as he has to sign at a receipt....and today
is last date of submission...god knows where is he
May be now again i will go to see my proff..

My Professor gave me two more days rest
so will meet him on monday now.Chatting
and only chatting for last two days.Just chat
and my punjabi music[:)].Chatted with my
friends doing internship europe also all enjoying
life..Gosh we do not have another topic to chat
about other than girls....:P But yes gals you are
attractive and troublesome also..too much distraction
Well right now too much confused about the issues
like virginity drinking smoking.....May be i wont
mind if my partner is not vigin but i will be very happy
is she will be ...*blush*..but the most important thing
i want is honesty and also should be mature and
understanding..i am very special so i need special
care..anyone around....lol
Dont know sometime i feel i can manage without
wife also..so why to marry..
Mumma says you are my goodie goodie son...so do not
start wrong habits of smoking or drinking....otherwise
i wont allow you to enter the house...so strict
She also dont like smoking of my father so he doesnot
smoke in front of us not also in house.Daddy i also
want you to Quit smoking!! dont know i cant say this to
you...but i will give this job to my future wife :-)
To be very honest sometime also feel to try..planned for
drinking two times but luckily plan failed both times.
One time shop was closed and second time nobody was
ready to give me company...
Well in last two days only thing important i did is that
i posted my resume on two jobsites.But that was also
with lilbit of carelessness.

Oh yes i got a scaned copy of newspaper
dated 16th April 1912....yes it all about the biggest
Ship

I will do very soon and i mean very soon
oops sorry but may be i dont wanna do it......
Sometimes best thing which you believe to be,
turn out to be fake i think we should never regret
for our wrong or which becomes wrong decisions
they are very important for life,this is how life teaches
you its real colour so enjoy every shade of life.Always
learn from mistakes you cant find better teacher than
that but how insane is human he intentionally want to
overlook as he cant face the truth.Emotions,feelings,
love,fear they are the cause...but if one does not has
these his life will be a robotic.Just getting energy and
converting it in some practical work only.One should
respect this life and it has some purpose.I personally
believe that atleast we should do something,that really
counts,in our life.
I am back in kanpur ideally to work on a project and
for prepration of CAT.Although i started nothing till now
proff said we will meet tomorrow,so hoping to do something
this summer.Yesterday went for movie with anant,were
caught and fined for not wearing helmet..:(( we were
supposed to appear in court also but some how gave
the fine there itself or shud i say bribe ;-)..did i ever say
i always like to work in legal manner.Most of us talks big
big things but dont follow,i really salute those who do.
Movie(Main aissa hi hoon) was also bit senti some people
may find it boring also.Story is about a father who is
autistic and has a brain of a seven-year-old,inspired
from "I Am Sam".Do watch it with your daughter,lil
gal in the movie is too cute
;-)

au revoir